mr. misty eyed : {kaejose}
Jun 16, 2015 21:36:02 GMT -5
Post by goat on Jun 16, 2015 21:36:02 GMT -5
alyson renner
It starts, coincidentally, over spilled milk.
You're having dinner with your parents. A simple task, you do it every night. As you're reaching for the salt, however, your arm catches your father's glass of milk and it topples over. You shoot up from the table and reach for the glass, placing it back upright, but the milk has already spread over the tablecloth (and your father's dinner). "I'm sorry!" you choke out. You can't bring yourself to meet your father's eyes- you know he already sees the tears welling up in yours. "The hell are you doing, boy?" He yells, slamming his hands on the table. He throws himself away from the table and marches over to you. "God damn, if I see a single tear! Man the hell up, Alyson!"
He slaps you square in the face and it stings. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry," you keep repeating, as he glares you down and slams his palm to your cheek again. How pathetic you are. Instead of manning up and fighting right back, you sit there and take it like a wimp. "Get out of my sight," your father hisses, and you waste no time in running away. Your mother continues eating, like nothing ever happened.
Quickly, you shove a pair of sneakers on to your feet and push your way out the front door. The humid air hits you like a train, but you have to keep going. You run until you're far from your house, far from your father. The sting from your cheek is still burning. You bring a hand up and cradle it gently. It could've been worse, you think, trying to stay positive. He could've punched you.
You turn into an alleyway. It's empty, which is surprising for seven o'clock at night. The rebels and drug dealers must be busy tonight. You slide down against the wall until your bottom hits ground. It's only then that you allow yourself to curl in and cry. Instead of tucked into your warm bed, you're sobbing in a disgustingly dirty alleyway. You acted weak, and pathetic, like always, and nothing will ever change.