familiar bruised faces [muffin]
Sept 5, 2015 14:35:06 GMT -5
Post by d6a georgie cham 🍓🐢 frankel on Sept 5, 2015 14:35:06 GMT -5
Thane Alenko
Following the fight at the club, it was going to be hard to hide my injuries from my aunt. Dragging myself home in the dead of night, having probable concussion, it was hard to string together a simple excuse. Thankfully, my body helped clean up my night’s antics, by refusing to carry me back home. I had to bed down on the streets and did not awake until late into the afternoon the next day. I am sure many passed my sleeping self, shaking their head, thinking I was some useless tramp. After resting, my body was willing to guide me back home and my brain helped with conjuring up a reason for my night’s absence.
”I slept over at a friend’s, I was sparring at the centre this morning…I did pretty bad.” Astonishingly, my aunt believed every word. Despite her hatred for my attendance to the training centre, she accepts the fact that now and then I may get banged up a little. Tending to my injuries, I was back on the road, I am never doing fight club again. Why did I even bother? I was humiliated in front of all those people, to prove what? It has obviously proved that I am a terrible fighter, how am I to even protect my family, if I can’t withstand a simple fight like that? I am useless, I am no defender.
Days have passed and now I am back at the training centre, I decided it was time to actually brush up on my skills. For years I have been training at this centre, learning a lot of skills but I’ve noticed a lot of careers don’t value their skill. They’re all here to look tough and are hoping to be a victor in the games. While I am here to learn how to protect my family, I don’t want to willingly put myself into the games, how am I to protect them then? It’s ridiculous and most of the time; they abuse their skills on the weak. Maybe the winnings of the victor would help my family but I could never risk it, however if either of the twins were reaped… I would have to step in for them.
Pushing open the doors into the gymnasium, I’d glance around the room. A few bruises still remain on my face, slowly fading, but too slow. I’ve had a lot of people glance at me, for if you’ve too many scars, it proves you’re weak. Many think the opposite and that if you’ve scars, you’re battle worn. Yes but, if you’re a warrior, wouldn’t you have less? Shouldn’t you be blocking yourself from such scars? I don’t take pride in my injuries, I just want them to heal and disappear from my appearance forever.
Approaching one of the heavy bags, I’d decide to train my hits on it, at least then I won’t have to train on somebody else. Many times, I have burst another’s lips and once broken another’s nose. I hate hurting people who don’t deserve it. They’re just here to train, yet I’ve gone and injured them, I hate having innocent’s blood on my knuckles.
Standing in a balanced stance, I’d begin to throw a few punches at the bag, each one being harder and harder with each punch. Moving around the bag, I’d throw a knuckle at every available spot on it. But it doesn’t feel right; I don’t feel this fury like many others have. I just feel like I prancing around a bag of leather, flicking out my fist now and then. Stopping, I’d rest my hands on the bag, glancing around. What do I do? None of this feels right? I shouldn’t be here…
Wiping away the sweat with the back of my hand, I’d just continue to throw more punches at the bag. You’re here to protect your siblings Thane, you’re their guarding and you must shield them for life. I can’t shield them, if I can’t even defend myself.