put your weight on my shoulders {avalon/rook}
Sept 24, 2015 18:02:32 GMT -5
Post by rook on Sept 24, 2015 18:02:32 GMT -5
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No news is good news, so they say. It's been three days since I met with Nolan Bishop, the landlord and nightclub owner of the apartment block where I live. I had hoped that he would offer me the job on the spot, but instead he gave me a warm smile and told me he'd think it over. I'm not sure if it was encouraging or patronising. I've been desperately trying to convince him to let me stand the door of the club and help resolve the fights and arguments that regularly break out between alcohol filled teenagers. I think he's holding back. I finally got a chance to sit down with him but he still won't give me a solid answer. He has his doubts. I'm big, yes, but so are most boys in District One. He doesn't think I would be able to cope should a fight between several muscle heads break out. Inexperience, that's all it comes down to.
Still, hearing nothing is better than being told no. I just have to be patient and hope I can scrape by on what I earn from the casual labour handed out at the train yards. They pay the first ten guys who turn up to shift crates from one carriage to another. It's not consistent work, as I'm not always first there, and the pay is down-right awful. Occasionally I'll look to local bars and restaurants to see if they need a scrubber for the night. That's even less consistent than the train yards, but the occasional shift pops up now and again. I've been tempted to gamble what I have in the lower-level casinos on the side-streets, but being an orphan with no place to go, I know what it's like to have nothing, and I don't fancy losing it all again. I can scrape by on the casual labour, for now, but it's not sustainable. I need something full-time, and sooner rather than later.
I stack up the notes on my apartment table and count what little money I have. I divide the stack into three smaller piles. Divide and conquer. I open the drawer of the table and place one stack inside. Save it for when I run low on food. The second I fold in half and slip in my back pocket. I take an envelope and split it open, slotting the third stack inside it. I lick the sides and press down on the parchment. The smell takes me back to my childhood. I take the nearest pen to my left and write on the front in big bold letters: Rent.
I quite enjoy doing little things like this. Being organised makes me feel more at ease. If I can lay everything out and know exactly where everything goes, it makes everything so much easier. I pick up the envelope and grab my jacket from the back of a chair and head outside.
The evening is still. Fingers of orange light gently caress the hills, whilst the wind tickles the trees. Most people are inside, eating or getting ready to sleep. It's a wednesday, so not many people my age will be out partying, although there are a always a few. I find myself alone for most of my walk. I take a sidepath out over a field and away from the thicket of the city. I always enjoy the journey to Catrice's house, but there's always a sense of dread that fills me. Her parents' warm smiles do not make me feel welcome. They're half-baked, like a grenade waiting to be forced down my throat.
I wonder if her fiancee will be there. The thought of him makes me uneasy too. He's an impressive build, and he's as rich as rich can get. I'm not at all jealous, I know I could probably drop him if I wanted. It's more that I don't trust him, not just with Catrice, but in general. There's more than meets the eye with him. He's a germ. So long as he makes her happy, that's all that matters, right?
I haven't seen my best friend in nearly a month. That's how often I go round to pay them the rent, but I usually see her most weeks. It's been different recently, like she's always occupied with something, even if she won't say what. It's usually rushed phonecalls or abrupt endings to conversations. I almost wonder if I've upset her somehow, but I can't think how.
I stride down the hill, as orange skies turn pastel pink, straining with every effort to stay bright. A last-ditch effort before they collapse into nightfall. I smile. I trust in the night, it's my domain. I don't mean that I'm a creature of the dark, or any of that crap that some Careers spew from their toxic mouths. I enjoy the dark, because everyone is asleep, and I can be on my own, without anyone bothering me. It's quiet, when you want it to be. Peaceful. Out here on the plains, I couldn't ask for anything more. Except maybe-
I reach the DeSaux house. It's grand, with timeless architecture that withstood the war, or at least it's been made to look that way. The front door is large and intimidating, but I approach it without hesitation, knocking sharply with the brass slab that hangs from its centre. I wait anxiously, my stomach feeling like I've eaten way too quickly. My mind is a hive of questions that I'll never ask her, so I swallow them, and keep my eyes at a level that I think hers will be.
Don't leave me in the dark, Cat.