``sunshine on my back }{ rade ]
Dec 3, 2015 1:13:11 GMT -5
Post by aya on Dec 3, 2015 1:13:11 GMT -5
sunshine on my back is the only kind i like
sunshine in my brain is the lonely kind of pain
it's the sunshine of a lonely mind
While he wouldn't describe the giant's defeat of District Four's kingslayer as altogether surprising, it still astounded Arbor Halt that the Eleven was still alive at all. There were only a handful of tributes left, and he'd expected Rhodes to be strung up by the hellbeast two days prior. Or, if she never drew her claws across his throat, perhaps the twelve-foot monster might have been commanded to. Neither devil had done the job, however, leaving Harbinger very much alive — for the time being.
The pit in Arbor's stomach wasn't hunger, wasn't distain for the boy who'd slain his own tribute. He'd been here before. He'd been at the precipice of a third victory for his own underdog district with too few years in between. He'd marched himself up to the sponsorship office — no, wait, he'd sent Aranica — but it hadn't made any difference. They'd done everything they could to bring Heron Kimberling back home, against all odds.
He hoped he'd be in time to keep District Eleven's duo from making the same mistake. This time, he didn't send a proxy to the sponsorship office. Rhodes may have been victorious in his fight, but he was still bleeding — badly. And with supplies running low this late in the Games, there was only one place any mentor worth her salt would be. This time, he didn't send a proxy to the sponsorship office.
With so few tributes — and so few decent mentors — remaining, Katelyn Persimmon was an easy find. He steeled himself, strode over, and hoped to hell he wasn't too late.
"Don't do it," he cautioned. The thirty-two year old tugged at his beard, unable to keep his fingers from fidgeting. Stone sober, the seasoned victor's somber-set eyes stared right through the novice mentor, two decades of loss and liquor spilling out before him. He'd meant to warn her sooner, but he'd never mustered the will to rain on either of the rookie's victory tours through his district.
The eve of the final day — no, penultimate, if Gamemaker Copperview's track record was anything to go by — was the worst time in the past two years for Arbor Halt to approach District Eleven's shrewd young champion. (Perhaps barring the day before, when her titan had taken down his latest last hope, but he had been at this too long to cast blame on the others for the actions of their charges. He'd been in their shoes too recently to condemn the tributes themselves.) But the fact of the matter was that Katelyn Persimmon's acumen and savvy had unsettled Arbor Halt.
There had been exactly two iced over arenas since the District Twelve himself had been crowned champion, lower districts both. But a broad line separated the rough-edged, dead-eyed Mace Emberstatt and the feisty blonde he sought.
"I know you think you're saving him." His voice was low, stern, but neither patronizing nor unkind. "I get it. One more victory means one more year of prosperity, one more year of plenty for your district." One more battered body and broken soul to shepherd and mentor - for life. One more friend to grow apart from, to watch from a distance as they struggled and suffered.
"You're sharp, clearly you are." The comparisons drawn between them were plastered all over the Capitol since she brought her first young charge — her only tribute — back home. They may not all be true (good, he thought, for her sake) but that much was undeniable. There hadn't been a tribute half so clever as the one that had claimed his crown with no eyes, no training, and no mentor of his own — but by the look of things, Katelyn Persimmon was a close second. He dropped his baritone to a dire whisper: "But have you realized it yet? The Capitol plays a far more dangerous game outside of the Arena."
"At the expense of the next dozen, two dozen, three dozen kids — at the expense of your own life and future — you have to ask yourself: Is Harbinger Rhodes worth it?" He pocketed his hands, locked his dark eyes on hers. "Don't think I'm playing you, Persimmon. I've stood where you're standing. I'm sure you've heard what they say about me these days. Maybe they're trying to defame me, maybe they're trying to bolster my image. It depends on the day, really."
He chuckled, despite himself, but it was dark and hollow as his life had been, and did little to add levity. "Assume that the rumors are true. Do you want to see yourself where I am, fifteen years down the line?" Drunk, he did not say. Alone. A washed up recluse with nothing but a golden crown to keep him warm as he shouldered his impossible burden year after year after year. Always waiting for the latest axe to fall, anxiously anticipating the next Brendon, the next Anani. Petrified that they would be Kieran, would be Cedar. Helpless for when it did, for when they were.
tags - charade