[.}just.another.day{.][SE members][Day 2]
Jun 12, 2010 14:18:01 GMT -5
Post by WT on Jun 12, 2010 14:18:01 GMT -5
((OOC- Didn't go into detail about the items, because we're still working it out and Micra has the list.))
It was early.
Aranica didn’t know how early, but the sun wasn’t up yet. She was almost never up like this, and it felt unnatural- she was twelve and had no one to make her observe set sleep hours, so she was generally asleep long past sunrise. Her sleep had been bad, though, and she had twisted and squirmed throughout all of it. Eventually a nightmare had caused her to wake with a cry. She had been trying to go to each of the bodies at the Cornucopia to close their eyes and say goodbye, the way she had in real life, but in the dream Alba had gotten up and begun screaming at her for attacking her and bringing Shanks to cut off her arm. She had tried to run, but Papero had gotten up and stared at her like he was disappointed in her, and the Hilderic had shown up behind her and started slicing up her stomach. They had dragged her onto the beach, and the clouds had come and shot lightning at her until she died. (Oh, that had been hell for her allies in real life, trying to sooth her into crossing the open stretch of land without shrieking. The swimming was fine because she trusted the water droplets that surrounded her to keep her safe from the assassins, but the completely open stretch of sand had been terrifying. She had only gotten across it and into the trees because her allies were surrounding her and the ground was made of tiny rocks, all of which cheered her on and warned her when they thought they saw an assassin.)
So it had been a relief, rather than a frustration, when Dru had come by and told her it was her turn for watch. She had slipped out of the tent she was in, and was now sitting on the ground, leaning against one of the bizarre little trees on this island. A t-shirt from the Cornucopia (about five sizes too large) was draped over her like a blanket, and she was staring off through the pale trees. Her entire body was trembling, whether from cold or fear or guilt she didn’t know; she pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them, and stayed like that for a long time.
An aimless glance over her shoulder revealed the tents that housed her allies. She’d be surprised if everyone was really asleep, due to all the general stress, but she couldn’t really hear anything, so she guessed they were at least trying. The raft was in the middle of the tents, still loaded with most of the items. One of the empty tent packs was lying next to her, with various items inside it- mostly medical things. She hadn’t let go of the thing since she’d packed it, nor had she let go of her weapon, just in case.
She hoped no one would attack anytime soon. Her mind had settled some, but she was still frightened of what had happened the previous day. She had attacked people- her friends- and not regretted hurting them. Until they died, of course. She could still envision Alba’s face, could still hear-
No. She wouldn’t go there. She would go crazy if she thought too much about it, and she had already had a taste of insanity yesterday. (Or at least, she thoughts so- what else could that have been, the emptiness and the anger, the strange combination of overwhelming guilt and lack of regret? She had attacked without knowing or thinking about what she was doing, like some kind of automated robot. It had been scary, and she never wanted to be like that again.
Her friends wouldn’t have wanted it, either. Alba, Papero- they wouldn’t have wanted her to be afraid or feel guilty for their deaths or go insane and slice everyone up without a thought. Or would they? After all, she hadn’t been able to help Papero, and she had led Shanks to Alba- but no, there was nothing she could have done. Alba had attacked her, for her own reasons- Aranica didn’t hold that against her friend.
She had living friends, too. Nachele was still out there somewhere. Aranica wanted to see her, but she was a little afraid, too. Last time she’d seen her friend, she had been attacking Alba, and that hadn’t exactly turned out well. And Nachele might not want to see her, or her alliance members might attack.
She’d find out when she got to that. For now, she was just glad to know Nachele was still alive.
At least she wasn’t alone. She had Dru, who she looked up to, and Jango, who was nice, and Shanks and Argent, who she liked even though they scared her a little. And she had her rock, and her items- she was starting to get to be friends with her med kit- and the trees and pebbles scattered all over this island. There weren't even any clouds, either.
“We’ll be fine, right?” she asked the tree, pouring as much confidence into her quiet voice as she stood and got ready to start walking around the tents to check for intruders.
The tree rustled its leaves. “Oh, it’ll work out. No doubt.” The rock around her neck pitched in its agreement, and she put a hand to it in thanks.
Her weapon nestled in her hand and her tent pack slung over one shoulder, she started walking.
It was early.
Aranica didn’t know how early, but the sun wasn’t up yet. She was almost never up like this, and it felt unnatural- she was twelve and had no one to make her observe set sleep hours, so she was generally asleep long past sunrise. Her sleep had been bad, though, and she had twisted and squirmed throughout all of it. Eventually a nightmare had caused her to wake with a cry. She had been trying to go to each of the bodies at the Cornucopia to close their eyes and say goodbye, the way she had in real life, but in the dream Alba had gotten up and begun screaming at her for attacking her and bringing Shanks to cut off her arm. She had tried to run, but Papero had gotten up and stared at her like he was disappointed in her, and the Hilderic had shown up behind her and started slicing up her stomach. They had dragged her onto the beach, and the clouds had come and shot lightning at her until she died. (Oh, that had been hell for her allies in real life, trying to sooth her into crossing the open stretch of land without shrieking. The swimming was fine because she trusted the water droplets that surrounded her to keep her safe from the assassins, but the completely open stretch of sand had been terrifying. She had only gotten across it and into the trees because her allies were surrounding her and the ground was made of tiny rocks, all of which cheered her on and warned her when they thought they saw an assassin.)
So it had been a relief, rather than a frustration, when Dru had come by and told her it was her turn for watch. She had slipped out of the tent she was in, and was now sitting on the ground, leaning against one of the bizarre little trees on this island. A t-shirt from the Cornucopia (about five sizes too large) was draped over her like a blanket, and she was staring off through the pale trees. Her entire body was trembling, whether from cold or fear or guilt she didn’t know; she pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them, and stayed like that for a long time.
An aimless glance over her shoulder revealed the tents that housed her allies. She’d be surprised if everyone was really asleep, due to all the general stress, but she couldn’t really hear anything, so she guessed they were at least trying. The raft was in the middle of the tents, still loaded with most of the items. One of the empty tent packs was lying next to her, with various items inside it- mostly medical things. She hadn’t let go of the thing since she’d packed it, nor had she let go of her weapon, just in case.
She hoped no one would attack anytime soon. Her mind had settled some, but she was still frightened of what had happened the previous day. She had attacked people- her friends- and not regretted hurting them. Until they died, of course. She could still envision Alba’s face, could still hear-
No. She wouldn’t go there. She would go crazy if she thought too much about it, and she had already had a taste of insanity yesterday. (Or at least, she thoughts so- what else could that have been, the emptiness and the anger, the strange combination of overwhelming guilt and lack of regret? She had attacked without knowing or thinking about what she was doing, like some kind of automated robot. It had been scary, and she never wanted to be like that again.
Her friends wouldn’t have wanted it, either. Alba, Papero- they wouldn’t have wanted her to be afraid or feel guilty for their deaths or go insane and slice everyone up without a thought. Or would they? After all, she hadn’t been able to help Papero, and she had led Shanks to Alba- but no, there was nothing she could have done. Alba had attacked her, for her own reasons- Aranica didn’t hold that against her friend.
She had living friends, too. Nachele was still out there somewhere. Aranica wanted to see her, but she was a little afraid, too. Last time she’d seen her friend, she had been attacking Alba, and that hadn’t exactly turned out well. And Nachele might not want to see her, or her alliance members might attack.
She’d find out when she got to that. For now, she was just glad to know Nachele was still alive.
At least she wasn’t alone. She had Dru, who she looked up to, and Jango, who was nice, and Shanks and Argent, who she liked even though they scared her a little. And she had her rock, and her items- she was starting to get to be friends with her med kit- and the trees and pebbles scattered all over this island. There weren't even any clouds, either.
“We’ll be fine, right?” she asked the tree, pouring as much confidence into her quiet voice as she stood and got ready to start walking around the tents to check for intruders.
The tree rustled its leaves. “Oh, it’ll work out. No doubt.” The rock around her neck pitched in its agreement, and she put a hand to it in thanks.
Her weapon nestled in her hand and her tent pack slung over one shoulder, she started walking.