Say You Will // Colgate + Cordelia
Aug 5, 2016 17:45:00 GMT -5
Post by Sunrise Rainier D2 // [Thundy] on Aug 5, 2016 17:45:00 GMT -5
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I been getting used to waking up with you
I been getting used to waking up here
The world seems all topsy-turvy in the lights, but I don’t mind. I’m steadied by the feeling of Cor’s hand wrapped in mine as we make our way across the floor of the Capitol’s lavish Top Eight party, meandering to the people we recognize and occasionally accepting congratulations from well-wishers who are happy to see District Nine really in the running this time.
I say thank you, but I don’t have much control over my tributes. After seven years, all I’ve learned about mentoring is that bringing back a tribute is a lot like winning the lottery, and I’ve never been the lucky sort. Plus, it’s all up to Atlas White now. So I allow these strangers to shake my hand and give me congratulations, and more than anything I’m just happy that they’re so enamored with Cordelia beside me that we can share the attention between us. Truly, she’s the glamorous one who can hold a room’s gaze. If people look at me it’s because I tower over the party like a giant, but when they look at her –
When they look at her, they are in awe.
I don’t have to see her with fresh eyes to be in awe of her; if it were the first time I saw her or the thousandth, I would need to take pause and gather my bearings with the world again. Tonight – and every night – she looks dazzling, this time with an emerald dress that drifts into a lighter color, and her hair’s tickling just above her collarbone. She’s lovely in every sense of the word.
(I’m never the lucky sort, but she found me. She found me, so maybe I’m lucky after all.)
It’s not the first time I’ve thought it, and it won’t be the last, but tonight with our public presence and the current circumstances I’m more aware of it than ever. It’s not often we go to big parties and let the world see us together, and tonight they’re enthralled by us. I personally think it’s because Cor looks so damn lovely, and I want to tell her so.
”Nobody can take their eyes off of you,” I whisper into her ear as we drift away from another group of well-wishers. It’s unnerving, having so many eyes on us, but tonight I want Cordelia to be center-stage. In comparison I look average-at-best in my dark fitted suit, and I’m trying to hide my discomfort with the idea that these people were the same who enjoyed watching me fight in the 66th. These smiles don’t sit well with me, but with Cor at my side it’s easier to remember that not all Capitol citizens revel in violence and blood.
Despite everything, the one thing I’m most worried about tonight is a small box sitting in my pocket. It’s one of the gifts my mother asked me to give Cor right before I left for the train, and I’m lucky I looked through all the stuff before handing it off.
(Mom’s always scheming with things like this, but she loves Cordelia too, so I suppose I can’t blame her for not warning me.)
Needless to say, I got the hint.