Berenice Crockett, D2, FIN
Oct 4, 2016 0:48:43 GMT -5
Post by Sleepy Fluttershy on Oct 4, 2016 0:48:43 GMT -5
Name: Berenice Crockett (Eren)
Age: 18
Gender: female
District/Area: District 2
Career
Career
Faceclaim: Marina Alexandrova
Appearance:
I am rather good-looking, I think. My long dark brown hair and blue eyes draw everyone's attention to me. I don't mind it, in fact, I even enjoy it. Being beautiful is always nice. My eyelashes are black and long, and make my eyes look enormous, deep and mysterious. As for the eyebrows, they are high-arched and exactly the size I want them to be.
The only thing that I absolutely hate about my appearance is my height. Most girls are either tall or just normal, and I am too short. I am always shorter than the person I am talking to, and it really makes me sick. I don't like feeling small and unimportant, so I always try to wear high hills to be a little taller.
Personality:
Cute, Lovely, Gorgeous... I am much more than that. Be careful when you look at me: I will enchant you in only a couple of seconds. I never intend to charm people, but they just seem to instantly fall in love with me right after we meet. In their opinion, I am adorable. But I never take advantage of them, I guess I just don't care about what everyone thinks about me, I am not even completely sure what I think about myself.
I am not cruel, but I enjoy being a Career and fight people a lot. That is probably because of my constant thirst to prove myself, to show I am the best at everything. I am addicted to winning, I cannot live without that triumphant feeling in my chest and want to keep it in there. My desire to win is something I am obsessed with as strongly as one can be obsessed with anything.
However, I think there are kindness and sympathy somewhere inside me. I never liked the sight of someone bleeding or suffering, I have always been intimidated by screaming, grunting and yelling. But I don't want those feelings to get in my way when I have a goal I'm determined to achieve. Some things just have to be done, no matter what.
History:
My parents died, when I was little, so I don't remember them. I am not even sure if I want to remind myself about them. The only thing I know about them is that they are the reason I was born. I like it that way, because no one tells me what to do and I am my own boss. I love being independent from anyone's opinion and being able to form my own view on life.
I have lived with my aunt and uncle's family as far as I can remember. They tried to make me obey them when I was smaller, but gave up quite quickly, because every time they tried to tell me something, they heard: "You are not my mother". I can enjoy my life, do whatever I want and avoid being punished or lectured. My cousins have always envied me a lot because of that and don't like me much. One of them, Avie, almost hates me, but she is just being jealous, I suppose, because I have always been better than her at everything.
In my family, I have always been a victim of fate. "That suffering orphan". "Poor Leslie's only child". I do not mind it at all, even though I don't feel that way. It supports me in being independent. No one takes it seriously, when I am being a bitch, because "The poor girl has just suffered a lot. Imagine how lonely she is. She didn't mean to do/say it. Just forget what has happened, will you?" (That's what aunt Carrie says to uncle Rudi who doesn't believe as strongly in the whole 'orphan' thing as she does, when he tries being harsh towards me).
Other: I enjoy my life. I enjoy being smart, cool, strong, admirable and immature at the same time. I am a winner, everything I want belongs to me and nobody can take it away.
