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[fox]

{ claremont pieris sun }

-17
-nerd
-actual emo
-prickly dick
-married to his work type
-probs the type to ponder if his black shirt is truly black enough to properly represent his dark, tortured soul
-“ugh u just don’t understand me & my art, mom !!”
-except actual big soft puffy heart
-actually a delicate fleur

-cellist
-is bad at being a career
-spends all his time at the conservatory instead
-not-that-supportive parents™

[fox]

C L A R E

It is believed
that a swan is silent for most of its life – unable to express itself until death. At the expiry of its lungs, its last breath will be manifested as a song,

and it will believe, then,
that it had been beautiful all along.

An artist is to be discarded, like all things that melt into the earth.
Because there is only music in the end,
every note christened, made.
A body holds songs, a vessel for what is eternal.

Fingers ache, a slender sound, "adagio." Hands always raw, one a.m.,

{ and I will believe,
that this was right all along. }

x x x

There is no future,
no afterlife
my brother tells me. He says I should quit, end it.

His first love faltered,
I watched him break.
And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.

If I will be dispensable and forgotten.

[fox]

did and done

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My nerd prince i LOVE HIM