angelica belrose {d4} cb, fin

[D6f Carmen Cantelou [aza]]

angelica belrose
district four
twenty four
ratmas 1/6 concise bio

[D6f Carmen Cantelou [aza]]

There have been battles in my life, against odds, against family, but I've never shattered. I had trained for months, for years only to end up warring against the uncontrollable, only to fight the inevitable. A training centre can't teach you to defend yourself against time—or loss. I look in the mirror and look beyond my mother's wide jaw and father's knowing eyes, I see myself as a collection of pieces which create a mosaic of the person I am.

Looking back, I wish I had found out for certain that love was going to be there for me. A girl longing for security was born to parents who wanted glory, money, riches. They left me with the truth and without love: they forced me into the arms of brutality. Stone cold goodbyes and smiles ignited by hatred; I was alone. Nineteen and their daughter wasn't their daughter, she was alone.

But I've built myself from the ground up. A job led to money, money bought a roof over my head and soon enough, I was standing on my own two feet. I slipped through their fingers and I know it, and I hope they do too. Honestly, I hope they live to regret it.

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"A training centre can't teach you to defend yourself against time—or loss."

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