preserve the moment | pierre/abandon/preston [blitz]
Nov 5, 2017 15:37:49 GMT -5
Post by d6a georgie cham 🍓🐢 frankel on Nov 5, 2017 15:37:49 GMT -5
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PIERRE
There is never enough time in the day.
How simple it used to be, the shop closed at six and he would greet his four children and wife around the table as soon as we came home. It all so different now, three chairs remain empty forever and his own is rarely occupied. His evenings are now spent creeping up the stairs, after unearthly hours in the office and slipping under the covers, the most delicate manoeuvre to not wake his wife.
His life has been captured by secrecy and hiding, he did it for his family and now the hours spent with them are slowly becoming non-existent. His only son is a stranger to him. What is he even like? What is he thinking?
The soil on his final daughters grave had barely been placed and he was already on his campaign trail, was it too premature? Weeks spent enslaved in a dream and now it is all catching up to him. Stress latches onto his back; a toxic habit of tobacco has become the short-term remedy for it. He only practices it outside the office door, away from the sight of his wife. Decanters filled with alcohol in the house were only used for special occasions and now there is a cupboard dedicated to the poison.
Today is a day he salvages, free from the office once the clock strikes to one in the afternoon, he has until the sun wakes up again before he must return. Something that should be a norm for a family is the big treat for the day as he sets out the table, helping his wife decorate it with the various serving dishes of delights. ”I have been thinking about this dinner all morning.” He says as he pulls the lid off the dish of green vegetables. ”All I could think about in the meeting was the chicken cooking in the oven.”
A smile masks the secret emotions circulating inside of him; it all needs to remain hidden as he preserves the moment to come.