Young Blood :: [Denali + Bette]
Oct 17, 2018 19:04:14 GMT -5
Post by L△LIA on Oct 17, 2018 19:04:14 GMT -5
It doesn’t feel the same. The practice wall is too accommodating, welcoming every knife I throw with soft chalky flesh and open arms, each brilliantly sharpened blade sinking in much too deeply because this room lacks the ancient, protective skeleton of my house in Five. So few ricochet and skitter back toward my feet and my mediocre skill is not to be praised for it. I can’t tell if I’m cheating or being cheated. The dull thud of each hit lacks the familiar echo that bounced around Zion’s bedroom and the way the sound immediately disappears here is so much less satisfying, despite technically being the optimal setup. A sigh escapes my lips as I let the blade in my hand clatter to the ground instead of flinging it outward like the others. For months now throwing kitchen knives has been a cathartic release of my frustrations, but here each toss seems to tighten the muscles between my shoulders. I’ve emptied every knife I could get my hands on into a five gallon bucket nabbed from another station — my own greedy hoard, like I am a fire-breathing dragon guarding her treasure — half of them already hurled at the painted targets with varying degrees of success. A few hit exactly where they were supposed to, sunk into fake eye sockets or the groins of the particularly unlucky. These are boring. It’s the rest of the knives, scattered in every direction and ten feet above the top of any given teenager’s head, that explain the difference between me and the career kids from the upper Districts. They might point and laugh over how badly I missed, but they’d be wrong. I didn’t miss shit. I was just trying to aim for something bigger. |
[Raise Hell by Dorothy]