eurana grahame {d6} cbd1

[D6f Carmen Cantelou [aza]]

eurana grahame
sixteen
district six

Shift the focus, change the perspective and you'll feel ten times better knowing that a bad day limits itself to a single twenty-four hour period. 

It's a cruel world, don't get me wrong, but I'm a believer that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Beauty never lies, but sometimes it manages to find itself hidden beneath a broken mask of a surface. Even murder can only do so much damage before a person moves on. For every chink in your armour, there is a shine. I find solace in looking at things on a more personal level, on a softer, smaller scale where I can understand why, and who and what and how. The smaller picture is far less intimidating.

People are so sure of themselves when they say that positivity is a defence mechanism. As if, positivity is only really there when people need time to readjust and disassociate from a moment of difficulty. I've been there and done that - watched my brother as he went from sober to addict and back again. That kind of positivity only goes so far. It is feigned, and so it is fragile. But the perspective I have now is far more thorough, it's like I can feel it in my bones. I wake up and break a sigh of relief and count all the things I'm thankful for. Lord knows I have a lot more than some, even if I don't have much. Even when I feel low, I think about how I have a whole life ahead of me and others don't. It's sad, but it reminds me how much I have to be grateful for and it reminds me that I can make my good last forever and a day.

[dars]

*breathin' by ariana grande plays in background*