sell your soul — nico & raven. [ day 8 ]
Apr 27, 2019 13:25:09 GMT -5
Post by Cameo {RIP Charlie} on Apr 27, 2019 13:25:09 GMT -5
Denial rings across the collision of our weapons, as my own is rejected from piercing his skin. A rattle feels to be quaking the likes of my arms, not from the weapons but the depletion of my body, as I attempt to fight against his force that refutes my blade from penetrating his exterior any further. Blood continues to gently river from my existence, and I wonder how much longer I can withstand this baffling plain of mixed emotions. Death and it’s Reaper are just before me, irises of health and confidence sparkling within his eyes - while every bone in my body is screaming a plead for me to simply crumble already. But I promised to try to survive, and try I shall.
Hefty breaths continue to curl from my lungs now, as they seek to deplete as well. Vision staring upon his lips that part in warning of words, and I tempt to prepare myself to absorb whatever he has to say. “Maybe wanting to live makes us human.” His own stare glances into mine with this almost agreement, while I can sense the but that’s brewing upon his tongue - the correction to why my statement couldn’t possibly be true.
“But volunteering makes us villains.” He states, whipping my memories back to the replays of the reaping. Nico, but it wasn’t his vocals introducing his name following his volunteer to the land of death. Further confusion ruffles my bleeding skin, but before my expression can conform to such - his blade is fluttering through the air.
Automatically my eyes close, my own weapon breaching up in a final attempt at protection, a lasting sigh swirling through the air with an acceptance that this is it. But his fork of destruction collides into the neck of my axe - and I swear that collision waddles me to conclude into the dirt below, while somehow I remain upon my feet again in some form of a miracle. A held breath of relief exhales from my tensed chest, eyes opening to a sight of disbelief.
Death has yet to kiss me away, while I feel it’s lips dangling an inch away from my own. But a chance still reigns, a chance to try, and try I shall.
Memories flutter to that young Mom who was called upon this Game, and the judgment that sickened my core against her. Limitless gratitude radiated from her as I stole her place from the Reaper’s den, while all I could observe was my selfish desire to do so - to join Dove, and leave one awful place for the next. Now however I find myself just as grateful that I had excused her from this terrain. Such a sweet existence wouldn’t have fared here, just as Rora couldn’t, nor Severus, nor even Ronan. The dead and dying awaited for me, while solely the living craved for the young Mom I denied this place to.
Softly my head shakes back and forth, refusing to accept Nico’s words. “Volunteering also makes us human, not a villain nor even a hero. Just human…” Eyes stare in a study against him, viciously wondering why such darkness reigns him. If any should understand his perspective, it should be I, as bitter negativity still nips at my ankles in permission to return. But just as two people can’t be summed as the same, I can’t assume to understand another simply off of a shared darkness.
“Who hurt you, Nico?” Sincerity coaxes my voice, truly seeking to understand. “Who hurt you so much that it’s not just these Games, not just the Capitol who created them, but all of humanity that you seem to hate?” Perhaps I’ll never know. Perhaps he simply won’t tell me. Perhaps one of us will fade before the answer breaches. And though that fade is licking against me far worse, my weapon flicks to protect. Because try I promised to do, and try I shall.
{Breathtaking Table done by the Beautiful Dars <3}
{Raven attacks Nico ~ Hatchet (Axe)}
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{11175 -- Severed Right Forearm at Elbow -- 9.5 damage
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