deep end — zeke & nico.
May 18, 2019 14:06:50 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker tallis 🧚🏽♂️kaitlin. on May 18, 2019 14:06:50 GMT -5
Being invited to the career training center is... new. To say the absolute least.
And being honest, that's exactly what Nico wants. He's tired, tired of the show and the grandeur, tired of being heralded like some come again king and then being reminded in quiet who exactly the true king is. President Snow was pleased with your speech, his handler had said to him the morning before, after Nico had stepped down from the stage and nearly felt like he was going to vomit after staring at the photo of Berlina Batalanto for too long.
Looking into the faces of the people that had built his home, knowing full well that it had been his alliance that had brought him to his end.
It made him sick.
But here he was again, being pushed through a set of doors that he has no interest in passing through, with the memory of the sea still echoing through him. He had set out to barely remember the night before, had let people drape themselves across his lap and thinks maybe he even smiled when they poured liquor down his throat. He hadn't been able to bear looking in the mirror when he woke up, but a sneaking heartbreak in the back of his head makes him think there's a dark mark on his throat where one person tried to claim him.
He remembers pushing them away, running and running and running still, out of breath and out of heart to feel what he needed to feel.
"This is Zeke Lachlan," his handler says, snapping him back to the present, and Nico realizes that he hadn't been paying any attention to the people around him. "One of our best."
Nico doesn't smile at the boy.
There was no best anything here.
"A delight, I'm sure," Nico says, and he can feel his handler bristle at his side. Be more polite, he can almost hear them say. He tries to remember why he's been brought here, what he's supposed to do, when finally he remembers. "I hear I'm supposed to watch some of you spar today." Supposed to, echoes in his head, wonders if the boy will hear the words beneath it.
I'd rather fucking not.
"You gonna be one of 'em?"