there are no heroes . charade
May 24, 2020 7:51:43 GMT -5
Post by cass on May 24, 2020 7:51:43 GMT -5
m e r e d i t h
All the hurt, all the lies
All the tears that they cried
When the moment is just right
You'll see fire in their eyesIt had almost been a year since Anabelle’s death. Her body was buried somewhere in the forest behind the house, in an unmarked grave, covered by leaves, and weeds by now. There was no way of knowing where she was, and Meredith wasn’t brave enough to try and find her. Sometimes she’d pause, finger grazing the door frame as she stared into the forest before her. The trees would shake and wave with the depth of the burden they carried, promising nothing but pain if you set foot in their midst. The ache that filled her chest wasn’t strong enough to make her feel brave, so she’d take a deep breath and bury it, as far down into her heart as she could. Later that night she’d let it out, pummeling the pillow on her bed until her arms were so tired she could no longer lift them.
Now Anabelle was just another forgotten soul, lost to the lives they lead, another victim of the Strauss family. Meredith often wondered what Jason had been like, a name with no face, the person who had slept in her bed, and lived in her place before he had been killed. She was sure the weapons she held had been his as well.
Victor’s voice dragged her for her thoughts, and her gaze snapped upwards as he yelled her name. Mumbling a quick apology she averted her gaze, scrambling to her feet before he could say something cruel. She didn’t have it in her today, to let the sting of his words slide, so she moved, grabbing the spear against the wall. The wood was cool against her palm, and it scratched against her skin as her hand tightened. The weapon was familiar to her now, an extension of her being, a balanced tool that she could wield with precision.
By the time she turned around, everyone else had paired up and she was left facing the one person she was not yet ready to talk to. Isabelle. Cursing softly, she moved to the other side of the room where there was still a bit of free space. She hadn’t spoken to the younger sister in months, Meredith should have tried harder to build some kind of connection with her after Anabelle had died. But she hadn’t, instead, she’d let the death of her best friend invade her mind, and prevent her from being a better person. Anabelle would have hated her for it, she’d have yelled at her for not looking after her younger sister.
“Okay, Iz, fight me,”she suppressed the sigh that threatened to follow after she spoke, instead swallowing it down as she raised her spear. She looked at the young girl, trying her best to leave her face expressionless. They already believed her to be weak, and she feared that her own name would be on that piece of paper this year. Perhaps that would be poetic justice, to follow after Anabelle after failing her.