cold-blooded fire; kiah
Jun 15, 2020 3:12:56 GMT -5
Post by charade on Jun 15, 2020 3:12:56 GMT -5
i s a b e l l e .
Here we are
(Here we are)
We knew this day would come
Those who slay together, stay together in the end
I feel like I should be happy. Meredith is gone. I took her pillow and added it to my bed. Ha! I got there first so suck it anyone else who wanted a second pillow. Victor would say this is good, cause if she wins, then she puts our name out there. A strauss victor would make Victor Strauss very happy. Even if its Meredith. And if she loses it proves she was weak. Good. I hope someone fills her full of holes really fast.
I should be happy that she’s gone now.
So how come I’m not?
I don’t really get why she volunteered. That other girl was a nobody and she decided to save her. Why? And she didn’t even save Anna-
No. No, I shouldn’t think about her anymore. My sister is dead and gone and you’re supposed to leave the past behind. I’m thirteen now, which makes me a real teenager now, even though I’m kind of on the small side. Meredith is a tribute in the quell and hopefully soon she’ll be a part of the past too and then I can forget her too.
Busy day today. Training has increased and the mood in the house has been kind of weird. I don’t know if people are worried for Meredith or don’t know what’s going to happen next in the house because of her. No fight to the death this year since Meredith volunteered to do the fighting and dying.
Yeah that’s right, I said dying. No way a loser like her makes it back. Suck it Meredith.
Hmm.
I’m not sure exactly what she’s supposed to be sucking, but I heard some of the older kids say that when they were annoyed at someone else.
I bet its lemons. I tried to eat a lemon once and I thought I was gonna die. It did not taste as good as lemonade.
Anyway I’ve been practicing throwing knives and it’s been working out pretty good. I’m trying really hard to pay attention to all the lessons. Being able to hit a target with a knife from farther away than stabbing distance makes me deadlier. It’s a surprise, like how I keep the knife Elizabeth gave me last year in my boot at all times. I’m just about to throw another one at a dummy when I get told that Victor wants to see me.
Oh-oh, never keep him waiting. I head to the room he’s in immediately, a little surprised that it’s the tv room.
“Yes sir, I’m here sir.” I say, walking slowly towards him. Respect is very important. Maybe most of all for she who must not be named, but it’s good for Victor and Killian too. Probably it’s time for another lesson with knives and a Finn dummy. I still hate him. But Victor’s been teaching me how to use it better and I can spend whole meals just staring at Finn, barely blinking while I picture all the ways to make him hurt. Just like Victor taught me.
One day I’m going to get in the games and I’m going to make Victor so proud.
Just you wait.