at first blush | jansven
Jul 22, 2020 1:38:39 GMT -5
Post by mat on Jul 22, 2020 1:38:39 GMT -5
january yorgos
An offer to get some fresh air outside was something that January Yorgos desperately needed. His body was rigid, as if he found himself encased in a terracotta coffin. He was squirming. With every inch he fidgeted, it was like he knocked on the tomb to escape, but the only response was hollowness. How long has it been like this? Months he thought, rising from his seat and wiping his lips with the napkin. He yelled at Momma again tonight. She was testing his patience, as usual, but this evening, he grabbed the knife and slammed it down onto the wooden table, stabbing it down at least a third of the way through the surface.
"Go on, take a walk. Get some steps in, some breaths in and out." Pops was trying his best to de-escalate the argument without being too stern (making January upset) or too careless (breaking his 'unified front' agreement with Momma.)
"Fine," January swept up his shoes from the hallway and put them on, lacing them tight enough to cut off circulation from the ankle down. As he opened the door, he heard Momma beginning to rant again.
"I don't see what good any fresh air could get him. Toxic air has a way of following him around." He growled, waiting for what back-handed insult she was going to say about him now that his back was turned. "Maybe he's the toxic air."
The screen door behind him clapped shut, letting him out to the cool air of Ten, and shattering his clay case around his lungs in the process.
In District Ten, walking around during the day puts oneself at danger of melting. Or drying up like a raisin, whichever came first. It made for late night strolls to be much more appealing. January hadn't been able to take the opportunity to recently, given his schoolwork and commitments to his home and family. Growing pains, as Pops told him millions of times when he was younger, bruised his body all around, but it stung his heart and soul.
The cool air was helping though. Low fifties, cool enough for his jacket to prove effective. January stuffed his hands in his pockets and walked. He didn't really know where, or for how long. Where his mind wandered, his feet followed, making a bit of distance on the winding gravel road before turning for the grass.
He regretted not bringing his Ukulele to help pass the time once he got to a comfortable and peaceful spot. It was the only thing that threw a wedge into his mind between the calm and chaos. To play those strings and tap the body of the instrument was like soaring high without any cares or concerns. All he had to do was play, and nothing else mattered after that. If only his preparation for adulthood would put time into its schedule for some relaxation.
If only.
Hours must have passed because by the time he saw another building, he couldn't tell if it was a dark red or some sort of blue. He walked over to get a closer look. Maybe, just maybe, he could sleep there for the night instead of making his way back home. Perhaps Momma would squirm if he missed his parents' curfew. Perhaps, but likely not.
It was a barn, red with chippings all over. Buckets of paint and lines of wooden boards were laid out across the hay bales out front. He heard the gentle squawks from inside. A farmhouse, no doubt.
He moved for just a second to see the progress on the paneling, but before he could even process what was happening, January found himself tripping and crashing into the hay and boards, knocking almost every one down on the ground. The noise must have startled the chickens to alertness too, as he heard them bawking like some sort of fire alarm.
January threw himself up onto his feet and started to back away, but by the time he could look up, a man already stood underneath the dim light from the barn.
"It wasn't me, I swear," words drenched half in his anxiety and half in his humor, Jan hoped it wasn't a big deal.