a nothing king. sid & jamie
Aug 14, 2020 20:38:07 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker tallis 🧚🏽♂️kaitlin. on Aug 14, 2020 20:38:07 GMT -5
JAMES MONAGHAN
You hear her before she's ready for you to.
That much you're certain of.
You've only gotten more perceptive in the year and however fucking long since Juliet decided that her life wasn't going to be worth as much as Noah's even though she never stood a chance to get out of there and then she went had her leg hacked off and her arm cut away and ate a goddamned blade with her gut and—this is why you stopped thinking about it, stopped letting people say her name when you're around, stopped even staying at the house as much as you did once upon a time, because every time you think about it, about her, about Juliet, your thoughts run away from you.
And you don't have time for that.
There are exactly two things in this life that you have time for anymore, and they're business and spilling blood. Sometimes, like tonight, they even do you the courtesy over overlapping. It's always your favorite, when the Peackeepers start acting like they can bite back, like they run this District, like it isn't the Monaghans singlehandedly managing to keep this crumbling place from fully falling back into the earth. Please, you can still hear him begging, down on his knees before you'd mockingly given him a three minute head start to run before setting your hounds chasing after.
Absently, you wonder if his voice is ringing in Sid's head just the same, of if there's an kind of abject horror that will cling to her heart the way it never did to yours.
"You might as well come out," you say when the room has cleared and the man has run, your soldiers in pursuit. You adjust your black leather gloves, tug on the edges to—you're not sure. It's a tick, you know. It's the thought of Juliet lingering, you're sure. "It's just me and you."
That much you're certain of.
You've only gotten more perceptive in the year and however fucking long since Juliet decided that her life wasn't going to be worth as much as Noah's even though she never stood a chance to get out of there and then she went had her leg hacked off and her arm cut away and ate a goddamned blade with her gut and—this is why you stopped thinking about it, stopped letting people say her name when you're around, stopped even staying at the house as much as you did once upon a time, because every time you think about it, about her, about Juliet, your thoughts run away from you.
And you don't have time for that.
There are exactly two things in this life that you have time for anymore, and they're business and spilling blood. Sometimes, like tonight, they even do you the courtesy over overlapping. It's always your favorite, when the Peackeepers start acting like they can bite back, like they run this District, like it isn't the Monaghans singlehandedly managing to keep this crumbling place from fully falling back into the earth. Please, you can still hear him begging, down on his knees before you'd mockingly given him a three minute head start to run before setting your hounds chasing after.
Absently, you wonder if his voice is ringing in Sid's head just the same, of if there's an kind of abject horror that will cling to her heart the way it never did to yours.
"You might as well come out," you say when the room has cleared and the man has run, your soldiers in pursuit. You adjust your black leather gloves, tug on the edges to—you're not sure. It's a tick, you know. It's the thought of Juliet lingering, you're sure. "It's just me and you."