muscle memory | [mav/pres]
Mar 7, 2021 13:51:17 GMT -5
Post by umber vivuus 12b 🥀 [dars] on Mar 7, 2021 13:51:17 GMT -5
It was insane. All of it. If he was being honest with himself, he'd probably spent more time in the last twenty-four hours crying than not, because it just felt so unreal. Every time he felt like things might be getting better, or at least hurting less than before, something unthinkable happened. A quiet boy from homeroom went missing. The alpha girl from gym class showed up shoeless in the woods, claiming she'd been kidnapped. The campus of his school- the haven for people like him who dared to be different- shut down for the foreseeable future. And where did that leave Presley Douglas?
Right back where he'd started, sleeping in a bedroom he no longer felt belonged to him, and eating meals in a place that no longer felt like home. And no one had ever accused him of being the type to withhold his emotions, that much was for sure, so he cried. He cried so much that sometimes he forgot what the hell he was crying about: his mind would shift and his thoughts would warp and what would start as a sob of grief would somehow end up being about how he would never be good enough and then that would morph into feeling like a fraud and then that would morph into not wanting meatloaf for dinner.
Honestly, and he couldn't believe he was saying it, but it was good to have a distraction. Even if the distraction came in the form of a stupid science presentation and a boy who made him act like an absolute idiot every time he looked at him.
"We could go to my Dad's hunting cabin," Presley had suggested, twirling the phone chord around his finger, "More quiet than a library, more convenient than a park."
Truth be told, he would've preferred trying to do the work sitting in the middle of main street during rush hour than here. But he hadn't realized until he clicked off the phone what, exactly he'd just done.
He'd invited Maverick Poole to an isolated cabin in the middle of nowhere. And he didn't know what that meant, exactly, but it felt like something more than it probably should have. So he spent twenty minutes trying to comb his hair before ultimately deciding it looked best just as it had when he'd started trying to fix it, and he'd applied perhaps a spray or two more of cologne than he normally would have, and he made sure to have a pocketful of mints. He rationalized all of these. He couldn't have bad hair, because Maverick would comment on it and it would distract them from their work. He couldn't stink, because how embarrassing would that be? Trying to focus on the muscle system and Mav is sitting next to him trying to hold his breath because he smelled bad?
He borrowed his Dad's car for the trip. He recognized the privilege; only the elite could afford fast travel like this and his parents had never been shy about their more-than-fair share of Six's wealth. And he hated himself for it but there was a small part of him that hoped pulling up in the monster that was his dad's glossy muscle car would impress the other boy. So he made it a point to be just a couple minutes late and when he pulled up, he acted as nonchalant as possible, walking up to the front entrance and nodding to Maverick as he fumbled with the keys.
"Sorry I'm late. Mom wanted me to wait so she could make us some snacks," he chimed.