copper toned tuesdays / grady&benji
Mar 24, 2021 0:13:51 GMT -5
Post by tick 12a / calla on Mar 24, 2021 0:13:51 GMT -5
g r a d y .
It's early afternoon and your hair is still damp. Criminal, you know, but you've discovered that when you're up all night because the sound of your own heartbeat keeps jolting you awake, getting up late and not wanting to do much of anything is the norm.
Cleo is dead. And it's a miracle that you even pulled yourself out of bed. It's not because you're in mourning, but it's because thinking about her makes your blood burn and your throat close and you still see Naomi sitting all alone in her infirmary bed, and it's all too much.
You've already lashed out at your brother, not that he made it hard to do, but the words still felt acidic when you spat them at him from across the dining table. It was familiar, but in a way that made your stomach turn.
Maybe you've just let yourself go lax in the time you've been off campus. Being home is a different sort of battle, and you don't truly realize how much it's drained you until you're standing in front of a blank canvas, hair still wet from the shower and wearing actual sweatpants.
You didn't even know you owned sweatpants.
But you've still got your shirt sleeves rolled up to the elbow because there's no way in hell you're getting oil paint on an import straight from Eight. It still doesn't stop a few flecks from clinging to your arms, and you cringe when you reach up to scratch your forehead, ending up with a swipe of blue above your eyebrow.
The knock on the studio door makes you groan, looking down at your hands stained green and gold, and then to the doorknob. Owen never has the decency to knock, and you know that your parents wouldn't even bother.
The moment you open the door and see Benji Rowland on the other side, you turn around and slam it in his face.
Cleo is dead. And it's a miracle that you even pulled yourself out of bed. It's not because you're in mourning, but it's because thinking about her makes your blood burn and your throat close and you still see Naomi sitting all alone in her infirmary bed, and it's all too much.
You've already lashed out at your brother, not that he made it hard to do, but the words still felt acidic when you spat them at him from across the dining table. It was familiar, but in a way that made your stomach turn.
Maybe you've just let yourself go lax in the time you've been off campus. Being home is a different sort of battle, and you don't truly realize how much it's drained you until you're standing in front of a blank canvas, hair still wet from the shower and wearing actual sweatpants.
You didn't even know you owned sweatpants.
But you've still got your shirt sleeves rolled up to the elbow because there's no way in hell you're getting oil paint on an import straight from Eight. It still doesn't stop a few flecks from clinging to your arms, and you cringe when you reach up to scratch your forehead, ending up with a swipe of blue above your eyebrow.
The knock on the studio door makes you groan, looking down at your hands stained green and gold, and then to the doorknob. Owen never has the decency to knock, and you know that your parents wouldn't even bother.
The moment you open the door and see Benji Rowland on the other side, you turn around and slam it in his face.