The Past & Pending [Quest/Flynn]
May 2, 2021 23:26:24 GMT -5
Post by marguerite harvard d2a (zori) on May 2, 2021 23:26:24 GMT -5
Half-past three and the kitten clock lets out a chirp.
My brother Ether bought the thing for me as a joke, a cat shaped wall clock whose eyes move in the opposite direction of its tail as the seconds tick back and forth. It’s kitsch and insane and perfectly out of place in a psychiatrist’s office.
He’d helped me decorate the spare bedroom just after he’d moved out to get it ready for my first set of clients. A warm, fresh coat of paint (something called estate eggshell which had cost too much but had been, in fact, the perfect shade); wooden blinds to match the mid-century coffee table and desk he’d bartered for at the good furniture store (with my money); and a couple of leather chairs that had practically bankrupted me.
One of which held the esteemed victor of the eighty-seventh hunger games, Flynn Garner. The thirteen-year-old who’d fired the shot heard round the world and gotten to come back to six with – well, his life.
If you could call it that.
I’d sent along a letter to Teddy, or someone in the gaggle that was shepherding him, I can’t remember at this point to say – this kid needs more than just trauma bonding to get through what he’s got coming to him.
And I don’t know if anyone had heard me or if Flynn had gotten my handwritten note, where I’d said from one survivor to another, if you want some free therapy, it’s what I’ve got to offer. Which is really a stupid thing to say considering the kid was now loaded, so I could’ve at least shaken him down for some cash.
You just know all the victors were going to pounce on him and do their best at giving him advice on how to live, and don’t get me wrong, I’m sure they have a point of view that could very well be valid.
But judging by the fact that most of their lives devolve into a fucking mess, I happen to think it might be best left to someone with an actual degree in mental health to treat someone that’s been through the equivalent of torture.
“Thanks for coming Flynn.” I say as I lean forward in my chair, elbows on my knees, hands together underneath my chin. He’d not much older than Shy was after the eightieth. He’s got the same dopey looking face with all the baby fat and eyes too big for his head. I’d have to trudge carefully, since teenage boys tended to be total morons.
Though I guess if he was sitting here and hadn’t come back to six in a casket there were at least two brain cells in his head. “Therapy was something that helped me get to where I am after the eightieth. Enough that I studied so I could bring the same sort of help to other people, too.”
Help that often involved a knock-down, drag out fight between a person and their soul. I happened to think I made a pretty good coach alongside the ring, cutting open the swollen eyelids and yelling to get back up when things had gotten too rough.
“I want you to think of this as a safe space to say as much or as little as you want. And what you do say stays between us.” I’d take whatever he’d said to his grave.
“Why don’t we start off easy. Care to tell me how you’re feeling?”