bulls and bonfires.— [sofia/eurytion]
Aug 16, 2021 18:03:08 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2021 18:03:08 GMT -5
Despite not doing very well at bull riding - and falling on my ass in front of a crowd of people - it was still fun to watch everyone else. After the event had ended, I went to the bonfire to get some lunch. That's when I spotted the guy who went first. He didn't look very happy, which was a stark contrast from the confidence he showed first getting on the bull. And it intrigued me.
As I said, I'm not impulsive I just don't always think things through. And I didn't have a plan as I sat next to him on a hay bale, holding a plate of food. I was hoping to see one of my family members, but while I waited for them maybe I could try to cheer him up. And I could figure out if he's ever ridden a bull before. Or maybe he's ridden horses, I have with papa back home.
I had a slight smile on my face as I looked the grump up and down. Cheering up grumpy people always went one or two ways. Either they were responsive to it and tried to pretend to be grumpy while suppressing a smile, or they got pissed off. If he got pissed off I felt confident in my ability to just get out of there quick. And if he was responsive? Maybe I'd make a new friend.
There's that Izar optimism again. The same blind faith in people my father has always had, I bet he still has some sort of faith in Uncle Elias even after everything that's happened between them. I took a sip of my drink, trying to figure out what to say to make this conversation go well. He did look confident before, maybe he just needs a little ego boost.
"Hola, you were in the bull riding, right? You probably don't remember me, I didn't do near as good as you. You looked really good on the bull, you looked confident. I'm Sofia Izar."
I almost didn't say my last name. Izar. Back home in Eleven that meant something. Vasco being my dad meant something. And sometimes, when your name means something, people treat you differently. But I was in Ten. Here the name Izar was unremarkable. I wasn't the daughter of the mayor, I was the girl who fell on her culo riding a bull. And I liked that.
I like that people find comfort in papa and see him as a symbol of hope in a once desolate place. But, that isn't always a good thing. I'm reminded of the time he almost got blown up on stage. I'm reminded of the faint whispers of peacekeepers whenever him and I pass them on walks. I'm reminded of how dangerous hope is in a place like Panem. And I'm thankful that the name Izar likely means little to this man, and the name Vasco means even less.