how not to drown {patricia/avriel} .:victory tour:.
Aug 23, 2021 17:43:46 GMT -5
Post by rook on Aug 23, 2021 17:43:46 GMT -5
PATRICIA
Avriel Baptiste is a survivor. You could paint any Victor with that brush, but the reality of it is that a lot of the self-absorbed, hot-headed kids of today that waltz out of the Games with a crown on their heads and a smile on their faces just got lucky. A coin toss in their favour - a throwing axe missed, a sword in their chest avoided their heart, a slight hesitation on their opponents part.
They’re just scared children who won a game of averages. Mathematical certainties - the result of twenty-three failures on their behalves.
No, not with this kid. He was born to win.
I see it in the eyes, a passive hunger that wildly comes and goes. There’s no restraint, no mercy. This wasn’t someone who wanted to win, this was someone who couldn’t afford to die. A survivor in every sense of the word.
He did have compassion too, especially when it mattered. By the lake with Aspen, when the sun finally rose and coated them in golden light, he held her close as she died. He held her like I held Galaxy in that pitch-black cave.
I guess they were both beautiful moments that you could draw parallels from, but ultimately we both murdered our fellow finalists in cold blood. Our hands were red and our souls torn forever. Two survivors doing what they had to, whatever the cost.
The dark made monsters of both of us.
They’re bringing him over to Victor’s Village shortly. Having given his speech at the Justice Building, this is customary. I’m assuming Lethe was the only one to have made the effort to go down and watch the kids speech - Lysander is likely asleep at this hour and I’ve not gone to one in years. I much prefer meeting these kids away from the cameras.
It’s frankly scary how young they all look to me now. I remember when newly crowned victors were the kinds of people I’d have grown up and gone to school with, and now they’re young enough to be my kids. The one thing I can’t fight is getting older.
Twenty years now. From the 68th to the 88th. I’ve been a Victor for more of my life than I haven’t now, and I’m about to meet the kid who has won two whole decades after myself. Now that’s hardcore shit.
I lean against the wooden frame of my garden pergola, fingers twiddling the leaves of the ivy that creeps up one of it’s four legs. The lavender has spread across and under the kitchen windowsill over the summer, and needs trimming back to make room for some fall plants. There’ll be time for that after this week - first I’ve got Victor shit to do.
Glancing up at a blanket of dark clouds rolling in from the hills I slip inside my porch and grab a waterproof overcoat to pull down over my white dungarees.
By the time the Peacekeeper escort shows up with Avriel, it’s already raining.