Silenced wails [Siana's Death post]

[Sage]

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This is the end
Hold your breath and count to ten
Feel the earth move and then
Hear my heart burst again

"Siana, remember, always be elegant and don't bring dishonour to our family" my fathers said, wrapping his arms around me. I felt safe, secure, but the fear in my mind was still there. I was going off to my death, there was no way to deny that. I nodded numbly, tears falling down my face as he released me and my mother, Sokoke, swept me into her arms, tears staining her thin, elegant face. "Come home kitten okay?" she pleaded in my ear. I allowed tears to slip down my face as I spoke. "I'll come home mom, I promise" but I knew how unlikely that was. I was going off to my death at the hands of other children my own age and younger than me. Fear clawed at my stomach.

For this is the end
I've drowned and dreamt this moment
So overdue I owe them
Swept away, I'm stolen

I promised Abyss I would return, I told him I would win and come home to my family. I swore to everyone in my family that I would survive and bring home that damned crown. I just wanted to bring honour to our family, that's all I wanted My mind feels foggy as I stumble along the hedge maze, searching for my allies. I don't know if Linus or Mantel are dead, I hope to Ripred that they aren't, and blood marks a clear path to where I now stand, clutching the hedge maze to steady myself. "Mantel, where are you?" my voice is weak as I continue onwards. I need to find my allies, they are the only way I will find safety. I need to rest. I set myself down onto the grass for a moment before applying first aid to myself. Suddenly, I hear footsteps racing towards me.

Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together

The last person I expect to come running out of the hedge is Storm Jay, the boy from district nine. He raises his glaive and strikes me hard in the chest. I hear the bone snap and a cry of pain escapes my lips. I thought he was my friend. Obviously not. I want to fight back but more people begin to come out of the hedge maze. Jim from district three, I'd thought he was also my friend, and Beatrice from District two. I feel a sharp pain on my arm and see a shallow cut made by Jim then, I scream a blood curdling scream as Beatrice's knife stabs into my stomach and I taste blood in my mouth. I'm not ready to die I think, looking madly around for a friendly face. My head feels so heavy. I'm going to die.

Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together
At skyfall
That skyfall

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"Stay Elegant okay" Abyss asks. Of course, I can't make him look bad, I have to make the family proud. "I'll try" I say softly. I will try, I will succeed where Yaa failed. I will bring pride to my family and I will win.

Skyfall is where we start
A thousand miles and poles apart
Where worlds collide and days are dark
You may have my number, you can take my name
But you'll never have my heart

The memory flashes before my eyes of the promise I'd made to my older brother. I'm sorry Abyss I think, looking at the others around me. They're still fighting, not really caring that I now lie here dying. To them, I am simply one more death in this god damned fucking games. Anger flickers within me, giving me just enough energy to spit at Storm and Jim. "I hate you both, I thought you were my friends. Turns out I was wrong, I hope you both go rot in hell" I spit, tears falling down my cheeks. I'm so tired, all this blood is making me feel light headed. I feel like I ought to say something to my ally. "Mantel, if you can hear me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for leaving you here alone, do your best and I'll see you again someday" I say softly, tears running down my face. My mothers voice rings inside my head. "It's alright, my dear, let go" she coo's. "But mommy, I'm not ready to die, There's so much I want to do" My voice is weak as blood leaks from my mouth. "You did wonderful, love, sleep now. We'll see each other again someday? She says. A tear streaks down my blood soaked face.

Let the sky fall (let the sky fall)
When it crumbles (when it crumbles)
We will stand tall (we will stand tall)
Face it all together

Delany's soft purrs woke me from a good night's sleep and a smile spread across my lips. "Good morning Del, how's my kitten this morning?" I cooed, opening my eyes. She stared at me before meowing right in my face and I couldn't help but giggle.

Let the sky fall (let the sky fall)
When it crumbles (when it crumbles)
We will stand tall (we will stand tall)
Face it all together
At skyfall

The memory of Delany soothes me and the knowledge that she will be safe with Abyss is what allows me to curl up on my side and close my eyes, letting myself fall away from the world and into the arms of death. I'm sorry

OOC: Siana Felies is dead. Thank you to everyone who I got to RP with, it was so much fun just to experience the games for the first time. Thank you to Kousei, Verbal, Yoya, Cato, Ems, and everyone else who RPed with Siana. I <3 you all and wish you all the best of Luck. May Siana rest in peace.

Song: Skyfall by Adele

Where you go I go
What you see I see
I know I'd never be me
Without the security
Of your loving arms
Keeping me from harm
Put your hand in my hand
And we'll stand

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