Be he {alive} or be he {dead} (DW/// Day 2)
Nov 6, 2013 19:29:13 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on Nov 6, 2013 19:29:13 GMT -5
[/I][/color][/center]I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
"Don't cry for me when I'm gone. I'll always be with you no matter what. I may go to the place where I'll stay young forever. I'll live with the fairies. The fairies that exist throughout the world. Don't cry for me when I fall because it's only meant to be. I want to make you all happy, but I don't know how to begin. Don't cry for me when I leave just go on your way. I promise I'll see you again on a bright peaceful day." Saying goodbye to my family was the hardest thing I've ever done. Helping a girl kill my friend was the second, and the most unforgivable. I'll never forgive myself for attacking her. I talked to her at the training enter. We talked about family, and home. She had a family that was expecting her to return home. A family that was hopeful she'd win, but I stopped it. I was selfish. I want to win for my family, but betraying a friendship is wrong. I'm in the arena where killing is my only option if I wish to survive, and I want to survive. I want to go home to tell Red that story. "Remember that, we can escape together, you just have to make it home."
When I pictured fighting against a cat, I always thought it would be a small house cat. I was never exposed to anything larger. Hell, I never even owned a house cat, but I know they are much smaller than the cat that fell before my very eyes. I killed one of them. I watched it collapse under the final blow of my weapon. I watched the life fade from its eyes. I was not as pleasant as I had first thought. The second cat was still alive. It attacked my brother, and I had to out a stop to it, but Jim deserved the killing blow. It took his thumb from him, so I had to help him, but he deserved to kill the cat that took part of him away. I watched as it fell to the ground raging in pain. It almost brought a smile to my face, but I could never smile at death. Death is a part of what's going on, and I know there will be more where this has came from.
After the second cat died, I ran over to Sticky. A giant, golden egg fell from the heavens landing in his head. It had to have hurt, but he kept fighting with us. He stayed by our side to fight. Nobody left each other hanging. He showed he's loyal to us, and they showed they are loyal to me for the time being. That's the true meaning of friendship. I carried him from the fight of the mighty cats. He needed my help, and I wasn't about to leave him hanging. I carried him its all my might trying to run before anyone or anything else showed up. I couldn't move as fast as I wanted to, but I wasn't going to leave my friend behind. Would he do the same for me? Would he help me out, or would he leave me to die? I stop long enough to sit Sticky on the ground to rest my arms.
"It's only for a moment. I promise it's just for a few minutes. I'm tired and I need to rest." I slowly place my backpack on the ground. I wouldn't dare lay my weapon down. I need my lifeline in my hands at all time. My heart prances under my chest. My stomach twists into knots begging for something to go inside it. Something to satisfy the hunger, but I can't afford to eat right now. I slowly dump the contents of my backpack onto the ground, and to my surprise my boots fall out. I slowly scratch my head before remembering I placed underwear on my head. I untie the pants and slowly slide them back on before placing my boots on my feet. I unwrap the tunic and place it back on my shoulders. I wonder what my family is thinking. Are they proud of me for making it this far? Are they mad at me for helping to kill Siana? Are they proud I've protected my allies?
Blood covers the blade of the weapon I'm holding onto. It's disgusting to look at. Blood stains the ground from the wounds received so far. The ground opens to receive the fallen that die during battle. It's a battle ground, a graveyard, and a home. Cries of the fallen ring in my ears. The raging pain of the cats breathing their last breath due to our weapons. It's a war to be fought amongst us. A war where people must die. I was sentenced to death when my name was called, but I've escaped death for now. Three times I should have died, yet I survived. It's only a matter of time before the grim reaper calls my name, and I won't be able to escape. It'll be to late. I look around hoping the other two ran from the area. I need them to be safe. I would go back and look for them, but Sticky is here, and he needs me. He's in danger from that stupid egg, and I must stay true to him.
I throw all my items back in my bag except the duct tape. I throw the three bundles of plants in them as well as the shirt Beatrice gave me. I sling it back over my shoulder as I start looking around now that I can actually take it all in. The beanstalk is amazing. It's more beautiful that I could ever imagine. I loved the stories about it. I loved when I opened that book; it wasn't my favorite book, but I enjoyed reading it. Does the giant live up there? Is Jack real? Or is it just another story that I read? It's impossible to decipher what's real and what's not real. I want to run from the giant beanstalk, but curiosity is the best. I look away from it before I slowly slide to the ground. I'm just going to sit here waiting for Jim. I have to duct tape his mouth shut because he keeps talking about death, and I don't want him to. It's not his time to die, and I must keep him alive as long as I can until his name is called. Nothing in the world can save him then.
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Thoughts A091AE
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OOC: Graphic credit goes to Shrimp <3
Lyrics: I believe I can Fly: R Kelly
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