Speechless [Cassie/Shadow Day 3]
Nov 16, 2013 20:10:24 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Nov 16, 2013 20:10:24 GMT -5
Cassie Radke
[/font][/center][/center]well you only need the light when it's burning low
only miss the sun when it starts to snow
There are some things that are never pure, some that are always pure, and some that are pure until guilt washes over and consumes it. Ice is like that, especially now, with the red blood of Brendon winding its way over the cracks of white now fading into the distance behind us. Was running the right thing to do now? It couldn’t have been right to stay, we would’ve been slaughtered (more than we had already been). That group of four that still stood, and we were down to two. They seemed so mismatched, devils and angels really, from what I could tell. What were we? What are you when you aren’t good, and you aren’t bad? Shadow was good, but what was I? I didn’t think I was bad; I hadn’t killed anyone. But I’m not good; I’ve been hurting others when the time presented itself, so what did that make me?Stop asking questions; it’ll be the death of you.
Shadow and I kept running, and we really didn’t look back for a good amount of time. No words were exchanged between us, as I figured there wasn’t really a point and I might as well save my breath. It’s during that sprint that I finally realized I was exhausted, and that the ache in my feet wasn’t going away at all. How much longer can I go on? How much longer can I fight for a battle I’m sure to lose? When the immediate threat of Armageddon had passed, we skidded to a stop. My breathing was heavy, and it took more effort than I intended to simply speak to Shadow, “That went well.” I grinned a little, realizing both how out of shape I was and also the fact that we were completely and utterly screwed.
The giant ice cube that was still looming above us proved the point that we really hadn’t run that far, so I just stood there and stared at it. What is this even doing here? What would motivate anyone to put a massive ice cube in the middle of nowhere? Why, why, why? I began to absentmindedly wander towards it, not paying attention the shift from ground to ice underneath my feet. It bothered me, and it made me realize that these really were games. This wasn’t any type of a reality, even though we were living in it. My pace quickened the closer I got to it, and before I realized what was happening, I was slipping and sliding out of my own control, I put out my hands to stop myself, and just as I was about to call out to Shadow, I slammed face-first into it. If that didn’t make you look like a fool, I don’t know what will.No big deal, just pull yourself together.
But that was the problem, I couldn’t. The more I pulled the more an annoying ache in my mouth grew. I tried a couple more times before realizing that this wasn’t going to work. Okay just find some other way to get off; can’t be that difficult. As I looked around, well as far as I could given the situation, my eyes fell on shadow’s sword. This was probably not smart, but given my predicament, you can’t limit your answers to a certain thing. Might as well get it over with. I pointed to his sword, and brought my hand up to my mouth, making a sawing motion and praying he understood what needed to happen.[/justify]
only know you've been high when you're feeling low
only hate the road when you're missing home
[/blockquote][/size]only hate the road when you're missing home