A Moment of Truth [ID v. Pitfall Lizards]
Nov 17, 2013 21:34:33 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Nov 17, 2013 21:34:33 GMT -5
[/color] I see him in my dreams again, my voice calling out to Sampson as the two of us sit out in the corn fields. My vision is cloudy but clearer when the sun shines down into my eyes. We’re just outside earshot of his family’s porch. He sits on his behind, his overalls flopping down past his shoulders, and gives me a grin. I ain’t thought about it much.[/color] He says, and my skin crawls. I’m not dressed in my khaki pants and pressed shirt, but the armor that gifted to me in the arena. I shake my head and take a step closer. A slow fire builds in my stomach. What do you mean you haven’t thought about it? You’ve got to know—got to have a feeling.[/color] He stares back at me and squints his eyes. The wind ruffles his long hair and finally he gives a shrug of his shoulders. I want to raise my fist and slam it into his face, but he speaks before I can take another step.
You got it wrong.[/color] He says it simply, as though answering a question I hadn’t asked. What?[/color] I whisper out. I drop my hands to my sides, suddenly heavy. What are you going on about Sampson?[/color] He grunts and stands slowly from his spot on the ground. He wipes off the dirt and grass that’s collected on his cuffs. You judge people based on what they are, ain’t that it? Cuttin’ em up for being what they are—like you’re king of the castle.[/color] I clench my fist and shake my head. You take that back—you don’t know a damn thing you—[/color] But he cuts me off, and takes a step so he’s right in my face. You tell everybody that you don’t care what they think, but that’s the biggest, ugliest lie I’ve ever heard in my life.[/color]He spits at the ground. I thought you promised you would tell the truth. I thought you said you wanted to live all honest. Ain’t that what you said?[/color]
I’m forced back, heart suddenly thumping at his approach. I’m more scared now than I was in the bloodbath, or when Cassie and Shadow tried to break me. I am honest. I am![/color] He shakes his head again. You ain’t honest with nobody! You liar, you filthy liar![/color] He takes a swing at me, and I fall backwards onto my butt. You want to come home, you want to! I seent it—and you ain’t bein’ honest with nobody![/color] I shake my head but I’m weak now. No words come from my open mouth. You know what your problem is, Iggo?[/color] He uses my diminutive—just about the only person I’ve ever let in my life—and I’m silent. You care so much about what you’re going to be. You go on and on about what other people should be, judgin’ them about not living with the truth and doing bad things. You tore out a girl’s eyes on account of wanting to show everyone what you’re capable of.[/color] I grit my teeth, but I can’t bear to bring myself to strike this gossamer. But you care so much about what you is, and not who you is! [/color]
I shrink back and shake my head again. You a liar. You do care. You ain’t nothing but a terrible liar. And you think just ‘cause you can’t be happy, you ought to take it out on everyone else.[/color] I stand now, the fire suddenly burning in my stomach. You filthy little freak! I ought to have let you die![/color] And in the rush I move to swing at him with my glaive, my aim for his head.
I awake on the fourth morning drenched in sweat. It’s started to rain down and the cool of the ice cube has left me shivering. Emery had been hard enough to just get to leave the Ice Cube after what happened. Scout was better—or so I believed—and all of us were just as worn and weathered as shirt on my back. My stomach rumbles, and I think about opening the can of baby food. I decide to save it for the afternoon, so I have a reward for myself. I don’t think of the boys whose faces light the sky. Mantel had come and gone—I wondered if Cerise had been able to strangle him with his entrails as she promised. I stand, my legs quivering and my body still in a fog. Perhaps it would be better if I had a bite to eat? I open the container of food and done the thing in minutes, not caring it tastes like the fertilizer that lines the fields in Eleven.
You a liar. You a liar. You a liar![/color] The words tumble back and forth in my head on our march toward a strange monument in the distance. I don’t speak, both because I have nothing to say to my allies and because every time I open my mouth, I think of Sampson shrieking at me, telling me how every word I say is nothing but a string of lies. You a liar, you a liar, you a liar![/color] We walk on, heads heavy and hearts beating to different rhythms. I pray for today to bring a swift death to the other nine, though I know this wishful thinking is for fools.
“Is that… a nest?” I say incredulously. Giant bits of straw seem to have forged a giant nest, and peeking over it, three black as night eggs. I want to get a closer look, but no sooner have we entered the field and thicket where the thing is perched than do four thick lizards stalk out at us. They’re the same Benat faced in his games, and immediately I struggle to light my tar on my glaive. If I’m as lucky as he, I’ll get out without having poison course through my games. I charge forward, taking aim at the first I see, and swing hard.
[Iago Izar-McClaine uses his tar and match to light his glaive]
[Iago Izar-McClaine slashes his flaming glaive at pitfall lizard numero uno]
[dice=200+13000]
[result: 13084 -- Shallow Cut on Left Hip -- 3.5 damage]
[dice=50]
[result: 10 - Extinguished
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